myblog -july '03

"... its almost funny! he's sending letters to someone who cant read!"
"i thought you'd read them to her!"
".. oh..."

is it just me, or does this game just seem very wrong?

ok.. so one of the stitches in mouth fell out today.. i was unaware that this was supposed to happen.. or even that it could happen.. the doctor clearly said i had to return this wednesday to get them removed.. why would i have to go in to get them removed, if they FALL OUT?!?! *eyes widen... pupils dilate.. hhehe* hmm.. and i wonder why i cant fully open my mouth wide..

who sucks more?

wow, 5 months overdue the blog archivation... i'll do that 'marrah.. and probably a site thing change.. whats the word?... umm.. sucks, that, when i forget a word.. whatever.. youll see when i do it..

well.. www.insaner.com will soon be undergoing that overhaul ive been.. uhh.. promising? but first.. a few fixes..

one hundred thousand hits!!!!!!! wooohoo!! congratulations www.insaner.com!!!

and the chickies section might be coming down soon.. along with some other useless, old, very crappy areas of the site..

ok people, if you are as fed up with the ads in this site as i am, then know this, to bring the ads down, i will have to be making at least $15 off it.. per month.. if you can shell that money out at me to ensure an ad free site, as insaner.com deserves.. then please do, else, we will all be having to put up with ads a while longer..

*sigh* wow.. playstation2.. colored sets... *sigh*

*is currently learning bash shell scripiting* mmmmhmmmmm!

wow, its already begun

hey, remember that skinny girl that sang.. umm what was her name again.. uhh.. christina aguilera.. well.. you should look at her now..

wow, today i have content, reminiscent of the glory days of the blog.. ohh yeah, your mother would be proud...
today's tale begins thus: i went in for surgery today (yeah, youre liking it already, arent you?) i went in to get my wisdom teeth removed.. thats right, i am now half as wise as i was as early as 2pm today.. *sigh*.. (arent we tired of those stupid jokes already? heh.. ok.. on with the tale..) so yeah, the appointment was at 2pm.. we arrived 2:10pm.. sat down, and waited..
and waited....
there were three other people there, and there was a tv in the waiting room.. playing? well at first mtv *yawn* then.. brief switch to E! *yells it out.. "E!".. :D * and then.. i think it was CINEMAX or some other movie channel.. playing? a movie with none other than ricki lake.. hey! remember ricki lake? naw me neither.. heheh.. and brendan frasier and shirley maclaine.. (who was in a movie with jack lemmon i really enjoyed and would watch again and again called "Irma la Douce".. but i digress.. anyhooze, so the movie was lame the acting was lamer.. (except of course for miss maclaine)
one and a half hours later.. finally i was up.. mother (heh, that sounded so alfred hitchcocky) had left.. and i was alone waiting to be admitted into the O.R. (heheh.. i said "O.R.") eventually im let in.. my x-ray on display.. "so.. which side do you want us to do?" "umm.. i dont know.. lets start with the right, since that one has the other tooth which looks like it's trying to push the other one" "ok.. its done.. so, just lie back and i'll anaesthesize you and we can begin.." "ok".. so i lie back.. and wait.. "is it ok if i fall asleep during the surgery?" "yeah, no problem.." "great!"
"the more you open your mouth, the less this will bother you" "ok".. so i open my mouth.. wide.. and he begins to poke me with the anaesthetic needle (injection).. i could feel the tip penetrating my gum.. didnt really hurt.. he poked the inside, the outside (of my gums) on the top and the bottom.. but then *argh* he went and shoved the thing in that part of the roof of the mouth where you have the little ripples.. yes.. ouch, it sort of stung.. but it was ok.. "now we wait about 5 or 6 minutes for it to completely fall asleep" "ok"
the doctor's aide then went forth and sterilized the place, she even wrapped aluminum around the handles for the light thing.. i was impressed.. i thought: "man, im in good hands.." i had never seen that being done.. i then saw the doctor picking at something on the (uhh.. what was it called? the dentist appliance thing.. you know, the base on which the crane is set, the one which holds all the tools.. well... that thing) well, so he starts picking at it.. i glanced over trying to see what he was doing.. and i couldnt tell what it was.. so i just sat backand didnt mind it.. he kept going at it.. so i looked over again, and the thing he was pulling at came loose, and with a jerk popped out.. blood, everywhere! it was the filter for the suction device.. he was trying to pry it out, and since it was stuck, when it came loose, it just popped out.. and blood spilled all over the place.. blood that was not my own.. you dont even want to know what my expression was at that moment.. the doctor let out a faint "oops".. oops.. indeed.. i was only thinking.. "Lord, dont let any of that blood come into contact with my own.." the other aide had to come in.. with a mop.. to mop up the mess the had made.. *old lady voice* "ohh dear".. i think the tools got sprayed too.. so they were trying to calmly clean the mess up, while i patiently waited.. and my mouth slowly began to fade into dreamland.. slowly numbing.. slowly.. then my lip started numbing too.. "is it normal for my lip to fall asleep too?" "yeah, sure!" ohh.. k.. *shrugs* so waiting for the mess to be cleaned and surgery to begin. eventually we began.. "im going to put this cloth over your face.. place your arms in a comfortable position, and dont lift them or you will contaminate me.." "contaminate?? you? ok.. so i scramble to find a comfortable position to place my arms in and then she places the cloth on my face.. ok.. sleepy time.. pfah! he went right to it.. i could immediately feel him cutting through my gum trying to get at my wisdom tooth.. i got all tense, not from pain, but, rather, from the mental picture i was creating.. i could just see it soo clearly what was going on.. i kept trying to relax, and then just imagining what was happening all over again.. yeah, i kept going from relaxed to tense to relaxed to tense.. so much so that i started sweating like a dork.. hahah.. i have a waaay too active imagination for my own good.. heh.. and when the guy started drilling away at the innards of my mouth.. well.. and then he started scraping the gum from around my molar.. a molar that had not seen the light of day.. well.. yeah, just imagine the picture in my head as it was occurring.. the worst part was when i could feel the blood spraying the inside of my mouth.. terrible.. after a while the doctor was like, "now youre going to feel some vibrations, some pressure.. thats all normal" ohh ok, so long as its "normal".. "now, when i count to 3, youre going to hear a crack and feel some pressure" *eyes widen* *pupils dilate* (ehh bahb! heheh) no count.. no number 3.. no nothing.. just crack, and pull.. and out went my wisdom tooth.. a little un-wiser (yeah yeah, i know.. )
a minute later out went the other one, and i was done.. the cloth was off my face, and the doctor said "dont get up yet" apparently, if i did, i would get dizzy and pass out.. no wait.. passing out is for wussies.. i would black out.. yeah.. *flexes muscles* so i lay there a while.. then the aide slowly put the chair back up.. and i asked her "hey, can i have my teeth?" "you mean to take home?" "yeah.. or whatever.." "well, we usually dont give them back, you know.. because of contamination.. we usually just throw them away.. " thats.. nice.. "...how do you want to take it?" "i dont know.." "here i'll wrap it in a napkin for you.. " "ok.. thankyou" (i tried cracking a few jokes here and there.. but wholly geeze, it was a dead crowd it was.. ) "i feel like the joker in batman.. 'hand me a mirror..' *chuckles and pretends to break a hand mirror* .. *silence*... not even a smile.. ohh well. anyhooze, i asked "may i get up now? am i excused?" "yes" "ok, thankyou.." i walked out.. and then we left and that was it.. well.. not entirely.. i now have the left inside of my mouth in stitches.. (hahah no pun intended) and the bloody gauze (hahah, no, *imitates crizo* im not british.. the gauze was full of blood.. mem.. ) in my mouth was starting to annoy me so i threw that away.. well, i flushed it away.. but, yeah.. you know.. now, my mouth is all weird, i cant open it fully, it tastes slightly of blood and the (whats it called again? ahh who cares.. that thing in my mouth) well, its swollen and it sort of is sensorially activated when i look up (in the sense that it doesnt hurt but i can feel it) and its starting to have the same effect when i swallow.. and i dont think i'll be eating any time today.. and it just might start to hurt later on tonight.. *sigh* "take it like a man!!!!" ok.. so i think thats it for now.. throbbing has begun.. (wow i started writing all this 2 hours ago.. hahah)

more

no, seriously, read this.. you will spend hours (if you read slow like me) and days (if you have the time) (or whatever i meant by that) in any case, if you like conspiracies, funny truths, or just knowing stuff others dont.. then.. WHAT ARE YOU STILL READING THIS POST FOR?? FORTH AND CLICK!!!

can someone tell me what a "cow-orker" is? hahah.. its sort of stuck me there.. ohh and i just read this petition (for bsd drivers for the nforce2 mcp ethernet) where i realized im not the only one who says "interweb"!~!!! amazing!

and if you like to think read this

all work and no play makes jack a dull boy

hey, remember high-school?? the dash is there for "extra".. *becomes confused at his own rmbling* well, if you own a TI-82 then you might want to get games for it too..

all work and no play make jack a dull boy

guess who got baptized on saturday? thats right! yours truly! (that means "me".. hehhe) so yeah.. i have officially publicly represented a spiritual occurrence.. (which occurred september umm.. either 6 or 13.. cant remember.. ill remember.. eventually.. hey, it happened to be the most important day of my life!!.. i just didnt know it then.. )

just what in the who is a "sherical object"???

and ive had this bad cough for a while now.. i think its going to surpass the month mark.. its odd.. prehaps due to a lack of sleep.. *shrugs* man.. ive had soo much stuff to do.. at least the documentary is steadily advancing.. (ohh yeah, had i mentioned im leading.. well co-leading, with a friend.. a documentary project? well.. i am.. we've done a lot of interviews and been filming lots of great stuff.. its such an amazing learning experience..) anyhooze.. i must sleap (hahah typo.. but i left it in cuz it looks kinda kewl.. hahah lets go to sleap!)

so kids, its now official.. im going to canada to complete my higher education! today in the morning we ran around all over the place trying to get all the last pieces of my student visa application ready. yeah, i had to send my passport even.. yeah, im not too sure aboot that.. (no pun intended.. or wait.. ) theres still the chance that they might deny me the visa.. heh.. *nervous chuckle* i must still (whoa, i was soo tempted to use a german word there.. hahah.. ohh german.. *rambles something in dialaekt* jooooooooo... gaell?? ok.. enough of that.. so yeah.. ill prolly be living in yet one more country by september.. i must still enroll in my courses and apply for off-campus housing (yeah, did i mention how the online campus residence application site didnt work on, count them, three different browsers.. yes, all standards compliant.. and i missed the deadline due to that.. so i was not able to apply.. fools! *shakes fist menacingly into the air* so now i must live off campus.. and more importantly.. FIND SOMEWHERE OFF-CAMPUS TO LIVE IN!!! *sigh* yeah.. i think itll prove to be cooler.. who knows.. the Lord will tell.. He's been handling stuff so far, so.. no worries over here.. ) so yeah.. ohh and i think an overhaul is in order.. for the site.. ohh and a post as well.. give it a minute.. or days..

insaner, what in the who has happened to your blog?? its soo.. boring.. and.. devoid.. seriously.. what gives man?

so a new movie just entered my top 5 movies ever... drumroll please *silence* fine then, ill just tell you then.. its memento.. man, now THERES a movie! so, the body count goes thus:
1- Being John Malkovich
2- Magnolia
3- (cant remember.. its 4 in the frikkin morning!) 4- Memento
5- Ghost World

ill type this up more betterly later.. at some point.. eventually..

*is currently learning the C programming language..*

wow.. just saw memento... man.. now THERE is a movie.. that really washed my mouth out of all that bad 6th day taste.. and thats considering i cought memento on its last 45mins or something..

man.. just saw sixth day.. you know, the arnold schwarzenegger movie.. wow.. what crap.. the effects (and acting) just really crapped that one up for me.. pfft... what crap..

happy canada day yesterday!!!!

ohhh hahah and i have a new fan... hhahah.. i would post what he wrote, but.. yeah.. it contained just a few too many.. uhh.. "improper" words.. hhahah.. ohh my fans.. not to mention all those great advertizers using my guestbook (not that i am getting any money for it.. nono.. insaner.com remains a loss-bearing enterprise.. (pfft, enterprise.. hahah) but yeah, i dont make any money off the site.. actually.. im losing money having it up.. which.. btw, would upset my "fan" further.. if he knew.. hahahah)

holy geeze wowee woop! *has run out of weird names/will to come up with more* man.. *is using opera 7.11 for linux* mmmm.. opera.. stable.. on linux.. does it get any better than this? ohh and soon i will be completely overhauling the site.. very soon.. or at least at some point..

happy blonde day!!