myblog -june '02

people, i dont know, but this might be the last post... i might lose the site.. i have yet to renew, and since i dont have access to a credit card, i think im going to lose it... ohh well.. not that anyone cares.. i hope it was a nice ride for some of you.. right now, things arent going so well over here.. i hope i can renew, but i dont know if i'll be able to.. if i cant.. then, well.. there'll always be the web archive.. so.. if i cant make it.. well..

ok chillren, in the name of entertainment (or not) i am going for another trip, this time, a little less sensical as its a bus ride equalling some 16 hours to another country.. at least this time im going accompanied.. by girls... ohh yeah.. *becomes psychologically unstable* and this time, i also do not have a plan of attack.. ie, we have no clue as to where we are staying or whatever.. also, i dont have my ticket yet, and we leave sunday.. hopefully i'll have some cool stuff to tell... if not.. then i'll make something up.. something really "interesting".. anyhooze, im supposed to be waking up in a few to go purchase my ticket (if there is still a chance...) and then go to my grammer's fer lunch, and then pack, and then.. and then.. *becomes almost "drone"-like* ohh well.. umm.. *is clearly very sleepy*.. soo.. uhh.. *falls asleep at the keyboard*

"boys have a penis and girls have a petunia"

learn to use linux and dump that "other" os that youre using..

*drool*.. now theres what a computer case should look like!!!!

ok chillren, ive decided ive left this site in the bleakness of forgottendom for too long.. im going to be working on it again.. not that anybody is watching (or caring) but that im going to do it

today is also a friend of mine's birthday.. not that ive heard from her since like.. forever.. or any of my other "friends" for that matter.. the only people keeping in touch with me are my immediate family and bob... i know, for some reason everybody has disappeared off the face of the earth.. its strange.. and lonely.. and.. *walks off to drink some water*

today, whilst eating dinner, i noticed my blondest hair on my beard had fallen off.. it was a strange moment.. i cannot fully comprehend its meaning, not to the extent of deciding how i should feel about it.. i know how my sister would feel about it tho.. hahah.. ohh my sister.. you know she sent me a letter the other day.. yep, for father's day.. hahah.. except for the fact that im not a father.. unles.. *thinks* nah.. not possible.. unless.. *thinks again*... nah.. it would have had to have been an "immaculate conception" kind of thing.. and.. last time i checked, i wasnt able to do that.. *checks again*... nop, cant..

my foot itches.. and that isnt some sort of violent metaphor..

hahhaah.. ohhh man, my brother is insane hahahah..

man i be like BUM nigga dawg......you wrote shiznit about my birthday and how i am the collest guy alive and that im a dream come true for everyone.....you ass.....i know you love me and i love you...so stop this sharade..!!..just come out. open the closet door...lets go man ...so im in my university´s crappy computer lab although if i amnot mistaken it has like some better than or equal to T1 or some crap and i donr get so im off t see the wizard the wonderful wzard of calculus....that guy is an ASS youre an ASS im an ASS ASS ASS ASS ASS ASS.. istn that just the funniest word youve ever heard??? write THAT on you bloggy ass aight peace NIGGAAAA

i just spent the last half hour or so reading comments at some site where girls who think they are fat talk about how they want to lose all these pounds and how they (will) go about it. man, these people is sick yo! and by "sick" i mean sick in the head.. ie, this one girl was like:

hi, i want to become anorexic, do you guys have any insight as to how effective this will be??

or some just as effed up thing like that.. and im not making it up either.. this other girl said how she was talking to her mother about how she wanted to lose weight and how she was going to stop eating for a while.. man, that is just soo psycho!! girls, (all girls) a word of advice, if you think you are too fat you probably arent, and the way you would go about losing that "extra" weight, is not solved by not eating or anything stupid like that.. besides, who wants some girl that doesnt accept the way she is? if you think you are fat, who cares!! live with it! people (ie, guys) dont go around saying "man, that girl is fat, shes like xxx pounds, and shes only xx feet high! she could use a purge.." seriously, thats all some stupid idea you have.. there are much better things in life than worrying about your weight, and because you are too busy worrying about it, you are missing out so get out of that stupid cloud and open your eyes... open your eyes and stop worrying about such idiotic things.. seriously...

refunds!! get your refunds!! (dont use winblows? got it unfairly installed on your brand new compoopoo? or did your compoopoo just plain crash? well, you are entitled to a refund, courtesy of microsucks themselves..

ohh man did i have a good dream today.. seriously.. it goes thus: i was like at some movie theater place with my dad, sitting at the last row, and then there was this girl sitting next to me.. and i sort of started "entangling" myself with her arm.. and by that, i mean that first i placed my arm next to hers and then on it, and then we sort of.. well, ended up holding hands.. and it was really kewl.. and from that we sort of became beef and geef.. and it was really cool.. (ohh wait, did i already say that?) and then it was like, she lived somewhere else (argentina, i think.. yeah, i know) and we were thinking of how we would manage to live together and what not.. but you know, the coolest thing was that, finally i had someone who loved me, someone who wanted to be with me.. it was a really happy time.. if at least just in dreams.. *sigh* ohh well..

well, its not that i'm immensely busy.. just a bit.. well.. distracted.. with life and being my depressive, lonely self.. hah.. not like you miss the content *is talking to himself* everyone is prolly too busy watching the world cup or whatever.. and on that note.. if you asked me who was to win, i would have to say spain. why spain? why not? this has been a crazy, crazy world cup.. from day one.. i mean seriously.. and the games have been exciting.. yeah, im not a "sports watcher" or whatnot, i like playing sports.. but not watching. but i have to say, these games have been kewl! well, the ones i've seen in any case.. in my opinion, the best goal has to be the one that belgium scored against.. *mumble mumble.. (cant remember which team it was)* that was great.. also the irish goal (but say it with the accent.. come on..) against.. *mumble mumble (has a bad memory.. was it germany?)* yeah, well i guess its obvious im not much of an "attention payer of games" (or whatever.. scruyu!!) anyhooze, my choice for "world cup master-of-the-universe-where-soccer-is-concerned" is..... ohhh uh, i already said, heh.. so yeah, thats my choice.. and if i had to guess what the final will be, i would have to say the other team would be germany.. just because... ohh hahahha.. and here's a "marsaillaise" to the former world cup champion, having not scored a single goal in the whole tournament and being the first team to be sent home.. and who will remain unnamed... pffffft!
so that closes that subject.. or not.. i have another post coming.. in the sense that i have already thought up what the subject will be.. (and you thought this was just random ramblin'.. *is disappointed at you.. at YOU*...) so.. uhh yeah.. wait for it.. just.. you know.. dont hold your breath or anything.. unless you are reading this off the archives, or.. um.. you know.. if the post is already there.. in which case, it would be stupid to hold your breath for so short a time.. its pointless, pointless!! and here at www.insaner.com we do NOT condone pointlessness.. *runs away laughing*

last two movies i saw, that i didnt write about yet.. resident evil: i quite enjoyed the movie, it was very cool.. very tense.. very much like the game.. what little i did play of it.. it also didnt go for the "cheap thrills" that soo annoy me in those kinds of movies.. and it had a good ending too.. which was refreshing..
the second movie is.. uhh.. umm... man, i forget.. what the who?? have i mentioned how i went to see i am sam?? man, whats the other movie im forgetting?? ahhhh yes.. blade ii.. it was actually quite good.. action-packed like theres no tomorrow.. some parts were cheesy as cheesy can be.. ohh yeah, you know what im talking about.. but the movie was visually stunning.. rivetting.. (hahhah.. ohh movie reviewers..) but seriously, if you like action, and dont mind a lot of violence directed towards undead beings.. then this is the movie for you... be prepared for lots of cool special effects... ohh and sidebar, this was the only movie we arrived late to since ive been here, which is almost a year + x, where x is a positive real number...

yeah i know, i know... its just that i hadnt been feeling too well, its the loneliness, lack of love.. and all that, that was taking a toll on me.. but today i had a nice day played with the kiddies and forgot my worries if at least for a little while... i have to get to work on doing something to the site.. i dont know what.. but something.. im currently in the processess of upgrading my kernel (in linux) to 2.4.18, after which i'll be installing all the proggies i'll need... man, so yeah, i booted into the 2.4 and it was really kewl (despite the fact that i screwed something up in the process of compiling it, which led to problems here and there.. ) but seriously, if you are still running 2.2.x, get yourself 2.4.18 (im not sure if earlier ones have what im talking about) and try it out.. if only to see what i mean.. well, i must now go and correctly recompile my kernel, after which i have some installing to do... and when all is said and done.. the fat lady will sing (yeah, or something like that..)

yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok, so my system is now at its most kick-ass level ever! ok, so to explain what had happened.. for some reason, winblows (as if there ever is another culprit) somehow managed to screw up a partition soooo bad that it reported one of the sectors as damaged.. (not true) and no amount of fdisking and repartitioning and formatting did the trick, i could neither install winblows nor in any way get it to run or recognize anything in DOS.. so what i ended up doing was (after having backed up my entire install/data (totalling a cool 16gigs)) writing zeroes to disk (which didnt do the trick) and then using my harddisk's tooldisk and formatting the disk with that. this worked. BUT the install program didnt like my cdrom, (it gave read errors) so i copied the install files to the newly formatted disk and installed.. once done, i passed all the necessary files from the backup to the new partition and had a booting winblows exactly like the one i had before.. next, i installed linux into the second partition leaving two partitions for other osii (mainly BeOS) and then set it up to dual boot to linux and winblows.. then in winblows i installed BeOS PE and booted into that, passed it onto its own partition, went back into linux, set it to triple boot now including BeOS... soooooooooo.. now i have an extreeemly sweet setup with a triple boot linux/BeOS/winblows... all native... mmmm.. life is good.. there is one problem tho.. i think i set the BeOS partition a little bit too small.. (400megs... if you can believe that the entire OS fit in with all its software including cd burning, editors, http server, ftp server, browser, etc.. in something below that limit and still managed to leave space to install some more stuff in it..!!!) but in any case, ive decided to have all my data stored on the FAT partition, you know, since this one is accessible by all three.. (since stupid winblows cant access anything other than its own crap..) sooo.. now i have a triple boot system YAY!!! :D