myblog -november '01

Friday, November 30, 2001

[3:56:39]

do you know what HELL is? do you know what HEAVEN is? if you said that heaven is where you can eat chocolate chip cookies all day and there will be milk.. YOU ARE WRONG!!! if you think hell is where you are constantly "sinning" and sex parties and the like of that YOU ARE WRONG!!! so what is heaven and what is hell? where do ou get your faith from? your beliefs? from tv? i sure hope not. so where then? if you believe that people become angels and see their dead relatives when they die...YOU ARE WRONG AGAIN!!! but why?? why are you wrong? because you are not following the bible the word of GOD.. which states that hell is a condition of being without GOD ie, being in sin. heaven is the opposite, heaven is being in GOD's presence. ohh but "i goto church every sunday" im not going to hell"... ohh really? how sure are you? do you even know what GOD is all about? do you know what he wants from you?? "GOD wants something from ME?? and what has GOD done for ME??" thats right, GOD owes YOU... listen, you dont know what GOD likes, so how can you please HIM? how can you possibly be in his presence if you dont know how to be? did you know that in the bible it says that to be free of sin all you have to do is accept jesus as your savior and you are saved... accept that you are sinless for he has already paid for your sins... "so why all the rules in the bible?" well, the rules are there to keep us happy... "what??" the bible is a guide to how to live life as best and as happy as we can... do you think "thou shalt not kill" is a stupid law? i dont. breaking these laws makes GOD unhappy cuz you are making others unhappy because of it, and because GOD gave us free will, ie, we are allowed to do as we please, he will not force anyone to do as he says... so if you dont follow the bible its your problem, and he wont force you to do otherwise.. but you are causing suffering to others... which also affects people who do follow, which makes GOD unhappy. and if you make GOD unhappy, you think he is gonna want you in his presence? i dont. GOD doesnt punish, we take care of that ourselves by keeping away from HIM. GOD doesnt punish people, people punish people. so what is heaven? what is hell? hell is punishing yourself by not being happy simply because you chose to not follow GOD's suggestions to how we should live... is that what tv is telling you? no, its spewing some "be yourself" crap which makes people distance themselves from GOD. which hurts us all. and why would we want to hurt ourselves? you tell me.

Thursday, November 29, 2001

[22:27:40]

man that last entry makes me sound like a foo'... the point was to get you to try the fabulous (do i dtill sound dumb?) "ginger juice" so go on and do it... NOW!!!

[22:10:48]

hey everyone, one of my favorite things in the world to drink is ginger juice , its not that easy to come by, you can get it at probably any thai restaurant or just try looking for it.. its a very very cool drink to ... well... drink... seriuslinxt...

[2: 02 :47]

genii are not born, they are made take that lloyd... you stupid money grubbin' p.o.c. what does gates's tree sap taste like?

[1:27:29]

brad pitt is cool.. hahahah ima go see "spy game" just cuz he promoted it the way he did... hahaha man that guys cool...

[0:29:47]

i like "rushmore" its a cool movie... very.. veeery refreshing. go watch it... NOW!

Wednesday, November 28, 2001

[18: 07 :21]

i wish i had something to say... but my brain is in receive mode right now... so ill watch tv or something...

[4:12: 06 ]

i just want to say, "being john malcovich" is one of the best movies out there... go watch it NOW!

Tuesday, November 27, 2001

[3: 08 :24]

its time for some real anti-establishment movements... but what is the "establishment "? what are you constantly told to do? rebel. smoke and rebel. do drugs and rebel. be different... like everyone else . face it. everyone smokes, everyone drinks, everyone tries drugs and rebels... if you ever tried drugs, if you smoke, if you drink... you are like the rest. you are establishment... be a rebel, rebel against these things. dont smoke, dont drink, dont try drugs.... be... different... be a rebel

[1:17:17]

fight club:... very bloody, very action, very cool, very messed up... i did find the ending very anti-climactic, but the plot was veeeery worth living through... if someone said: "hey, i'll pay you to watch fight club again" i would have to say "ok"... but i wouldnt recommend it to people who i knew had a shaky (in the bad sense) faith... it splurts some strange stuff out at you, some bozos might take them too seriously... but beneath it all it actually has a few very valuable messages and points... but you have to have a clear mind, a clear base to see them and avoid the bad messages.... all this reminds me of a few updates i have to make to www.insaner.com...

[1:10:37]

im gonna change some stuff in my blog script... make it easier for me to post...

[0:56:39]

wow... not for the queazy (like i care how you spell that... looks good like it is) holey gotta pee.. bee are bee

[0:22:18]

watching fight club... tell you later..

Sunday, November 25, 2001

[21:11:41]

so i just came back from a day at the beach.. it was nice.. played monopoly and kicked some a$$ ... no pun intended...

Saturday, November 24, 2001

[3: 03 :22]

her name is emily bergl ... the girl from the rage i mean... dont search for pics tho, they ALL suck.. ill see if i post my cpts later

[2:48:12]

do i say "basically" a lot?

[2:44: 09 ]

ok, so i had a "great" idea for www.insaner.com, basically its gonna be called: "pass a rumour about your own death" basically you tell me: "hey insaner, say i'm dead on your site" and i do.

[2:25:35]

i just finished watching "the rage: carrie 2 let me tell you, i liked this movie, i have felt like that before, like before i had a relationship with jesus and all, but i am familiar with that feeling, and you know, the ending didnt suck, it was actually pretty cool... the ending ending, not the "ending". anyhoo, plus the girl's a chickie... she looks weird tho, they didnt color her eyebrows as well as her hair so she looks a bit "out of place" but i guess that was the effect they were going for... anyhoo, if you can tolerate blood, guts and violence, go watch it

Friday, November 23, 2001

[16:48:26]

so after a LOT of problems chat-wisely (er-li-er-ly...) i have decided to whip up my own chat program, the source code exists thanks to GPL and the open source movement... so as soon as my vacation is over i will get to finishing several things i have pending. there's the game project i started, this chat thing, and theres a bunch of stuff ima add to www.insaner.com... ps, if anyone wants to join into the game project, we need digital artists, 3d modelers, level designers, and scripters if you want to help please contact me. dont worry if you arent any of the above, you can still be of help...

Thursday, November 22, 2001

[0:35:13]

ugh man, i need some serious sleepage time...

Wednesday, November 21, 2001

[23:47:51]

saw "the others" today.. strange.. great performances, strange plot... they tried to play on fear but werent too effective at it tho. ill have some more movie "reviews" later...

[3:29:10]

yes, i know i know... shut up. its stupid winblows that keeps effin stuff up preventing me from finishing typing up the trip story.. you know what ill do? just post what i got so far and then keep adding stuff in, like a really exciting novel or some... ok so ill post:

Chapter 1 (pffff hahah)
so my trip, ahhh my trip...wewy goo'... from the beginning... first let me begin by saying that i usually pray and say "Lord let us be safe and let it go well..." but i recently started to change that, it now goes: "Let it be as You want it to go, as You planned it to go" and, lets face it, you just cannot go wrong with a prayer like that. so anyhoo, as you may imagine air travel is a bit harder since september 11th, so we had to go to the airport just that bit earlier... and you know how i am with mornings.... so it was up at 4:30am for us, im used to sleeping less than 6 hours on normal days, so, no problem for me... anyhoo, i finally finished packing at about 11pm the night before.. yah, i know, shut up. well so we got up the next morning at 4:30am and holey! were my bags heavy!! i mean seriously , those were some heavy suckas! so i finally drag them down two flights o' stairs and load them into the taxi. so we get to the airport. can you spell "renovation"? check in. waiting area. waiting lounge. get in. so far no hitches. no wait, at check in they told us one of our connections could not be confirmed and that we'd have to re-checkin somewhere else. so we go and we cant. we have to wait till we get there to confirm. so we plane it, and we get to our place, and we confirm. "do we have window seats?" "nop, actually we are 30 overbooked..." "..." "..." "... ok thank you.." so its a 2 hour or less (1:30?) wait at heathrow. one word..."shopping centre". whoa! seriously! hahahah... ok, so i found a "half-life" package at a very affordable price, and it includes o/f and c/s... so i bought it. coo'! boardin' time! a nice little walk too... sanga manganga! but we made it to the boardin' area. and this is where it begins to get interesting... passport check. metal detector. oops, my dad didnt understand what the guy said, so i took care of it. then my dad got pat down. i had to giggle... come on... so being my usual self i made a few "funny" comments, which lightened the situation up, except for my dad for some reason, he gets nervous in "on-the-spot" type situations... not me, i thrive on those... so we get fondled a bit and then released.. at least the guys were nice, i was wearing my trusty "www.insaner.com" t-shirt which got a bit of attention...(dont forget, you can "order" one from me...). waiting area. then they started loading up the plane. first people who need help then first and business class. we were economy. but then they said that type 1 passengers could get on. i was type 3, my dad, 1. hmmm.... so anyhoo my dad says, lets see if we can get on now... so we ask, and they let us on. we get our seat and its a bit squished, but its ok. then this guy comes up to me, "are you seat blablabla?" "yes" and i showed him my ticket, and he showed me his... hmmm, same seat. "we seem to have a problem" he said. i agree. so he left. then some stewardess comes u and says let me see your ticket. i showed and she got it and left. then a while later she comes back, her face expressionless as far as i can tell. "you are now seat blablabla and seat blablabla" hmmm... "its ok, thats business class... you've been upgraded " woohoo!!! we got our stuff and almost ran to our new seats at the front of the plane... it was greht! i would sit and slouch down and stretch my legs all the way and still couldnt reach the seat in front of me.. and lets face it i have long legs... personal screens with 4 movies playing at the same time... and this for the next ten hours!!! then they passed out menus! menus!!! we couldnt stop laughing and smiling. the menu: "something something salmon with some sauce; something something special chicken; and pasta with some special sauce" all really great sounding stuff, and i was all like "wah this is kewl!!"... complimentary champagne and other stuff...

stay tuned for chapter 2...!! (what a fiasco... hahah)

Sunday, November 18, 2001

[2:31: 08 ]

ok, so im not natively a gross person, but i just wanted to share something that happened to me today... ok, so its been a loooong while since i ate greasy food, or been (this much) in a car... this all mixed in to play me a nasty trick... for some reason i have hyper-sensibilty to the vibrations of a car, which leads to some problems... but today was just tooo much... thing is after a while of riding around in bumpy roads and such so at some point my stomach said "enough!" and i got this unbearable pain... the kind that renders you helpless to move or anything... and it was quite unpleasant, and the car kept bumpling about... and my stomach was taking control over my consciousness. it only felt as though all i needed was to lay flat and rest on my bed... so eventually we made it home and as i approached my room i felt one of those "you gotta go... now!" so i rushed in and i felt this incredible pain in my colon... like a balloon was being inflated in there to twice the allowable size... and then *poof* a small little poopie came out... plus a lot o' gas... so what was the problem? i had a poopie cork. basically a small little poopie was blocking the exit..(and yes bob, it is an exit not an entry... hahaha lool! whaddah foo') and all this gas was being clogged up in there and was... well... very painful. so, people, it does happen.. and that not only large-diameter poopies hurt, but also cork poopies. not the best way to find out either. also, as you may know (or not?) i belong to the quest for the kleen poop (the non-whiper), which means i also know of other types of poops (elvis, iceberg, etc...) but i have discovered (named?) a new poop type, the "jail poop" thats the opposite to the kleen poop, ie, that you have to whipe sooo much it leaves you hurtin'... well.. enough talk about poopies.. (the trick is to enjoy the word "poop" for itself, and not actually think about poop... cuz that would be gross

Saturday, November 17, 2001

[22:50:22]

dont ask... i have NO idea... unless it was just my ISP that screwed up yesterday and didnt allow me to access my own site... what a poopie britches... anyhoo, ill try to get that transcript of my trip by next week... hopefully

Wednesday, November 14, 2001

[22: 06 : 00 ]

i cant believe this crap.. i was writing it up and then stupid winblows freezes up on me... stupid poc... pffff... perhaps for tomorrow...

[18:17:49]

i was going to take a shower, but as i was getting wet, the water went out... how "convenient"....

[0:30:10]

ok, so i found the stuff i wrote.. so here goes:

whoa... i just blew off 2 hours... thats right it is now 3am... and i havent written anything yet.. pfff... hahahah...

Monday, November 12, 2001

[16: 04 :45]

guess whet eim whetching mem? POWER PUFF GIRLS!!! sort of strange in spanish tho... "estan acabadas chicas super poderosas!!!" hahaha lool! and if i ever get a pet squirrel i'm namin it "bullet"...

as to my account of my trip, i gotta go look for my notebook first... i wrote down a bunch of stuff that i dont want to forget to write it here.... so when i find it i'll type it all out... *warning* its gonna be a long one...

[2:45:17]

ok, sorry, gotta change the timezone setting... it isnt 9 am.... or wasnt... you know what i mean... ohhh i need sleep... must excrete bodily excess fluids and brush each one of my teeth and then pray and fall asleep in my very very comfy 'ol bed (man, i am sooo sleepy the apostrophe doesnt make sense at either side... now thats sleepy!!) mmmmmm... sleeeeep....

[9:44:35]

...and my hands smell pink...

[2:27: 07 ]

ok.. so i made it to my destination, and as you see i got access to a computer.. i am as tired as a piece of cake during the french revolution so i will relate my very interesting trip... tomorrow? ps, remind me to look up the spelling for fullfill... which reminds me, "how can you look up the spelling of a word... if you can't spell it??"...

eyes closing... must sleep...

Sunday, November 4, 2001

[17:49:56]

it occurred to me the other day, if we eat food we later poop it out... as poop.. right? so what if we eat poop? will we poop out food?? hmm... it would be good to know for sure before i go on my trip, you know, in case we get shot down by the taliban and end up stranded on a deserted temptation island... if theres no food... we can just poop some up!!

[17:43:20]

i just realized... im gonna be in a whole other timezone on tuesday... whoa! (hahah that just reminded me of keanu reeves.. you know that "break point" movie he was in??.. hahahah...)

[17:41:30]

i went to the fair today... wooo!!! and now i lost my pack'o'coins that i carry around... not funny.. not funny at all... but at least i had a good time ... "i keek yu in dee bolz!"

[1:49:19]

hmmm... procrastinatin'... how "un"likely of me... still havent packed.. but i did watch tv... bet ill be regrettin that one soon...

Saturday, November 3, 2001

[19:40: 02 ]

sooo... i gotta pack.. yep, i still havent packed.. what a foo'... dont worry it wont be a biggie (no pun intended either..)

[0:16:33]

i will now proceed to pack my bags...